February 2012
Come off anonymous though.
January 2012
Jeez, calm the hell down. You’re a grown ass man. Deal with yo’ shit!
My boyfriend. Really. The most amazing guy in the world, lol. Ahhh, :D
Not cool. Watching it in class though, tightest shit ever. Haha. I want to go home & mix drinks now, too bad tomorrow is another early wake up, :(
Just got off the phone with my boyfriend. I am now going to wash away these impurities, (pft, I wish.)
Hollaaa.
Even if I can’t breathe. It’s all good. Lol.
I only did six out of nine questions, and they aren’t even fully finished yet. I hate that my teacher actually takes the time to read more than 70 papers, that all consist of 9 short essays.
I hate this, lol.
He has a girlfriend now; as far as I know he’s happy with her, and they’re doing swell, I think? I don’t know, I don’t check up on him anymore either, lol. Why do you bring this up? & His name is Tony, just you know, sayin’.
![]()
LOL, Nah. I don’t think he does honestly. I mean, he was talking to plenty of girls when we were trying to work things out, he uh, basically said that he was going to cheat on me anyways because I wasn’t all that down for “getting loved down” (learned that today, lol.) And uh, yeah. If he misses me, I’d be surprised. He has plenty of his little booty calls on the line, I’m sure. Not too worried about that.

Really? Do you think that’s overboard? If you were to run into an ex that messed you up in ways that you never thought would happen to you? No, fuck hellos. The only thing he’ll say hello to is my middle finger, and my ass when I’m walking in the other direction.
If he were to come up to me on the street, I’d probably just keep walking. I mean, I’m pretty sure the guy isn’t fond of me, and I really could care less. Haha. I mean, he definitely put me through some of my hardest life lessons, & I definitely made a mistake by staying with him longer than I should have, but you know, I don’t need him in my life. I never did, I never will. Therefore I won’t make space for him in it. He had his chance, he blew it, I cracked, I became vindictive, and then he blew it again, and it was just a vicious circle. There is no room for that in my life. I turned into the person I said I’d never be, and I unleashed a lot of bottled anger and rage on him because of his actions, and I just don’t want to have a connection at all with that memory. I mean, he’s a nice guy, but he isn’t a good guy when it comes to certain things. & He’s a bit boring really when you have him alone. So he wouldn’t be worth trying to start conversation with on the streets.
But I mean, you know, if you want a follow, then by all means, let me check dat blog out.
Ew, I’ll never speak like that again.
He won’t care what the size of your bra is, how large your thighs are, if you have a big butt, or your stomach. He is going to notice your smile, the way you put your hair in the back of your ear when you are nervous, the way your lips move when you are talking, your hysterical laugh, in your weird way of walking, in your little obsessions, in your exaggerated gestures & in the way you pronounce his name. A real man is going to love you for what you are, not for your outside.
LOL, no thank you. I have a boyfriend. & I know I haven’t seen him angry, but I’m pretty sure he’d go ape shit on you, lol.
Uhhh, LOL. I don’t know. I’ve heard a song like that, but I’ve never actually used the term myself. I’m going to assume it has something to do with sex, lol.
Lol, right!? That’s pretty much why I don’t wear it too often, because I don’t really know how to put anything else on, because I never really felt the urge to. Haha. My mom always told me I was pretty the way I was, so I just never really got into it. Plus, growing up around guys all the time, there wasn’t a need for make up.
Talking about every day, no I don’t always wear make up, and if I do, it’s only eyeliner. When I go to like, a party, eyeliner & maybe falsies. If you’re talking about pictures & videos I post on tumblr, I only have make up on from pictures where I’m at big events, like New Years, or the Sakura Con pics I posted yesterday. And I think the only video I had make up on was the video to my brother. Other than that, me & make up are pretty much just acquaintances.
I’ve already learned the art of crochet, even if it’s just the beginning steps. I’ll get better at it, sooner or later. But I’m now thinking of taking up things like pottery, wood work, etc. Just so, you know, I can make my own shit and be proud to show if off in my home. Be like, yeahup, I made that shit.
It’s not relative to what I’m doing as a chef, but it is kind of interesting. Looking at the statues with just a normal, non-artistic eye; they’re just normal statues, nice to look at. But when you have to look at it from an artistic point of view, it turns out to be interesting. Techniques, methods, and how art just changed from back then, hm.
Art schools ftw.
I miss my baby brother :( & he’s only down the street!
Write a book.
Something Special.
Or the greatest, because I fell in love with mine, & he fell in with me.